Anyone else feel jealous?
I mean of the "normal" relationships you see all around you? Some examples.. When I go to Lowe's on a Sun. to pick out new paint for the bathroom, go shopping for x-mas presents for the kids etc. (always alone) I actually see COUPLES doing this together, while my AH is home drinking his day off away. When we went to any summertime get together at a friends and everyone else's spouse was enjoying a cocktail "normally", while mine was obviously in some sort of race to pound a beer every 5 minutes? When we went to my favorite restaurant for our anniversary (BYOB) and I ordered a coke while my AH polished off an entire bottle of wine by himself, stumbled out of the restaurant, got pi**ed when I said "I'll drive" then went home and passed out on the couch by 9pm. (Happy Anniversary to me, thanks) Just can't help feeling jealous of other couples out in public when I know I don't have that and that's all I wanted. Sorry for going on and on. Just wondering if I'm alone in this feeling.