Oh Trish...I've been thinking of you from time to time.I was a bit worried for you. I think the first post I read an this site was one by you and I kept following your story. I changed my username from littlestranger to Lionne in the meantime.
I'm just really glad that you're safe and that nothing worse happened and nobody else got harmed either. Maybe this experience is what it took to get better for you. I'm also glad to hear that there are people out there irl that support you. I hope you can turn things around. and you have a lot of people here that support you too.
I'm looking forward to read more posts by you, Take care, and all the best,
Lionne