Thank you for all of insight . I am going to stop sharing about my recovery with him. He still wants to know in detail how I am feeling though. I don't know how to handle this, but I guess I will grow to.
I know I have put him through a lot and need to respect that and listen to him and to try to get a grasp on the damage I have done a lot of damage and it is going to take a long time for me to repair this and have him trust me. But you know how alcoholics are, we want it NOW.
I have had 5 months sobriety and then six shortly after that. He expects me to fail and I have to prove through living amends that I am not going to.
I feel a light bulb has gone off and I want to stay the course. I just need to stay the course and focus on MY recovery.
Thanks you guys!