Originally Posted by
Payne 
Everyone always thinks that the same thing draws people too it and motivates them. It's always amazing how many different reasons and releases for it there are. However Zencat I can hear the romanticism in your typing and I have certainly been there. I hope that's due to remembering it (because I know I can go there when I do it), but I also hope you're on the road to recovery for it. It can be a great release and an terrible captor.
Your right the romanticism dose come out when I am recalling my cutting experience. Its strange how something that can cause so much emotional suffering gets recalled without mentioning all that that put me in treatment in the first place.
