sorry, I had to thank everyone who replied to this thread
Excellent!!
I work part time and when at work I really enjoy it. I don't feel the urge to drink. They key word there is part time. At home I am building an online business but that down time when I'm not "working for someone else" that is when the trouble begins. As long as I am busy I feel great. With alcohol and "working for ones self", you find that you are less productive, less motivated, less focused (in my case anyway) because it is not a brick and mortar shop.
Fo those that say find something you like; you could easily go the other way and find enjoyment in what you do vs seeking it out.
This is one of my favorite and inspirational vids regarding work (it is a long one but a good one):