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Old 01-22-2011, 03:45 PM
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Timebuster
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Originally Posted by AlmaLibre View Post
Well, you guys were 110% right. NA is amazing. Thank you so much.
I clearly remember my first days going to meetings. I was so much in a fog I couldn’t remember not one name or a face. I couldn’t look anyone in there eyes. I wanted a cup a coffee so bad but I was so scared. I had the shakes so bad I couldn’t hold a cup of coffee in my hands without spilling half the cup on the floor. I was powerless holding that damn foam cup. Lol

One meeting turn to five and five turn to twenty. When some of the fog was lifted I started listening and watching other recovering addicts in the rooms. I wanted what they had. I almost had two months going to the meetings before I started working the 12 steps. When I read the 1st step I completely surrendered to the disease of addiction. I now have six and a half years under my belt.

I'm so happy for you, keep up the great work.

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