Kiss
i was sober from 1988 to 2000. then i CHOSE to drink till today. i want to stop. i have a grandson on the way and my health can't get better. its not bad, but drinking at 55 can't help. i bike, kayak and hike. 1600 hiking miles last year. friends wish they had my life, but they don't know my dreams, or should i say nightmares. there is a meeting at 9:30 tomorrow. think i'll go. went to church last weekend and it was helpful. nobody cares if i drink or not. my FRIENDS would buy me a bottle in a second if i asked.