Thank you all for your encouragment and sharing your stories..It is greatly appreciated! As if it couldnt get any worse my father got hurt at work today and not to be negative but they say bad things happen in threes so say a prayer for me those of u who do in fact believe...Again thanks...Big hugs to everyone!!! I am starting to be a little less harsh on myself and feeling a lot better from all of your words, this place is pretty cool!!!