I believe my conscience (God given, HP given, innate given at birth, my inner voice?) is my guide (as espoused in my thread "To relapse or not to relapse"). I can argue with it, but I know it is right.
Religion, philosophy, the path, the way, how to do it, are all personal and different for each of us. Sometimes an organization can explain, or better, reinforce what we believe
If you don't have synergy with this AA group, try another if you so desire. If you don't find answers or comfort at that church, try another, or even another religion. People can convolute anything. Believe in yourself and what is best for you. Six months on your own? Excellent! I think anyone would tell you keep up the good work.