Originally Posted by
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Why do you feel hopeless? Did you drink? I felt hopeless a lot too but I finally made it happen and haven't had a drink in over a year.
You can get there too. Just start over again.
Yeah. It's hard to admit since I just posted a "i'm quitting again" thread only yesterday, but I had a drink at the end of my shift today. It made me feel a little better for like 5 minutes, then depressed and hopeless... like a loser. The worst part is the little thought/craving to get high that's been eating at me since I left work. I know it's the worst possible thing I could do, but it won't go away! I don't want to do this anymore so why do I want to do this so bad?!
Feeling pretty low, not to mention crazy.