Heya Christine,
Confession is good for the soul, especially here where you dont have to worry about being judged.
I just didn't want to "feel" what I was feeling at the time.
I know how that is, I drank so I could escape. That is the sad part about our addiction, it robs of us our coping skills and when we quit we have to relearn them.
Maybe I am losing focus. I know I haven't been to my nightly prayer meeting and Sharing Circle. I'm not reflecting, reading or journalling much. How do I get back on track. How do I do this???
Sounds like to me you already know what to do. Not going to give you advice about your relationship, just have faith that it will work out like it is supposed to. You are the most important thing right now, and you need to conentrate on yourself and your recovery.
Know that I am pulling for you amd will keep you in my thoughts and prayers,
Triegger