357...I know how you feel. My AD was pregnant and using any/all types of drugs during entire pregnancy. Had little to no prenatal care. However, her daughter was born w/o any problems/physical defects. AD took Subuxene for the last month or two b/f her pregnancy. I spent a lot of time praying and when I look back, I wish I had been in some type of recovery program (AD wasn't and still isn't). I know you're going through a tough time and will keep you in my thoughts/prayers as well as your AD & precious gift she carries.