I like what Skg wrote. Its perfectly normal to have doubts during the steps, or feel no connection with a higher power, thats what steps are for, get that spiritual experience. I wrote things in my 4 like 'i don't believe in a god' 'god hates me' 'this will never work' ect ect ect. luckily it didn't matter what i thought about it, i just had to do it