Originally Posted by
Kjell 
You'll need to understand that this is who you are and yes, there may be some limitations b/c of that for the rest of your life. Still a pretty good trade off if you ask me.
You're right. I'm trying to bite off more than I can. I want to turn my life around, and move on from this, but the reality is, the limitations are now a defining part of my life. I guess now I just need to go through a list of what I can do, and can't, and go from there. I need to quit being depressed and discouraged about it, accept it, because like you said this is a part of who I am now. Sorry, I just need to talk myself through this, and figure this all out.