Keep in mind it is a 12 step program...not a 3 step progam.
Every step brings us closer to our higher power.
I agree with Gmoney...it's about making a decision.
Have you defined the word "decision"? When I was where you are, I began focusing on the meaning of that particular word at the suggestion of others in the progam who had worked all the steps. I believe I posted what I learned about the word "decide" in another post in the Step 3 section.
I made a committment to work the rest of the steps, in order, to the best of my ability.
Peace,
Missy