I can never go back to 'normal' drinking, I'm not a 'normal' drinker, never have been.
And I really don't want to drink ever again, given how happy I am sober.
As far as weaning off alcohol, it is possible but very hard for most to do. I tried it many times but only succeeded once. (and of course went back to drinking soon after
) If you try to cut down, make a schedule of how much you'll allow yourself and when. Reduce it every day. It's difficult but
is possible if you're disciplined enough, I believe.