Thank you all. It amazes me the support there is here, that is given so readily and with real warmth. Thank you all, every comment has touched and helped me. I've been back to SR 3-4 times today, and been to an AA meeting this evening. I'm sober and pleased for it.
I hope to keep at this sobriety gig, like you mentioned invisigoth, for me the feeling was creeping up on me for days. Now I hope I'll recognise it earlier and ask for help and support earlier.
I now know I simply can't do this on my own. I need to do what someone said at the meeting tonight and swallow my pride and ask for the help thats offered.
What a journey this is going to be.
