Congratulations and welcome!!! I tried the white-knuckling thing when I first stopped crack, but it didn't work. After I relapsed, I came here, a LOT and read. I was a lurker...waited another 6 months before signing on
The support, and help here has been tremendous. There is SO much more than just putting down the drug or drink, and life may not be a bed of roses, but I wouldn't trade my life, today, for anything
Hugs and prayers,
Amy