Well it will be three weeks tomorrow that she has been sober, I feel good knowing she is not drinking. I still feel very sad about what my life has now become without her. Everything reminds me of her and I miss having her close to me and being able to visit her.
Her counselor has said she should not have any interactions with me and the kids which I guess is a good thing for her. It just makes me sad that I don't have her in my life right now. I'm not sure if things will ever get back to normal or what even normal is.