I drank (and I don't care)
I'm venting as I expect this will be my last post for a while, at least until I develop a new course of action.
Another of my dear children has been diagnosed with an auto-immune disease (3 of 4 thus far). No one is going to die tomorrow but this is just another nail in the coffin of my marriage where we're together for the kids and drinking in spite of the situations.
All innocent kids, all undeserved illnesses.
Please don't ask me what I'm going to do differently next time - I know the routine and the best I have is "don't drink" when I get past this.
I feel like such an idiot even posting this but hope it's useful to see and read/delete in the future.
I'm conflicted - denial or harsh acceptance. FML