Thanks for reading everyone. Heart on my sleeve a little bit but doesn't everyone simply by coming here? Identifying with many people here is so so helpful. I feel I'm not QUITE AA material, not QUITE NA material...what am I? who knows..but SR has been a fantastic find for me. My boyfriend, family, and friends have all been rallying but they are not with me at my work all day and or when I can't get out of my own head. On-line communities can be the anti-dote for this I find. So thanks!!!!!!