Yeah Kjell - the slip up worried me, falling prey to my triggers worried me, and doing the middle of the day thingie worried me too. That's the difference between the first time and this time: luckily I at least know that doing so will certainly put me on that path to all the time drinking and ruin me.
I'm irked that I slipped, but more irked with how easy the cravings come right back. Scary.