Hey everyone -
I'm back at SR after taking some time away to measure and probe as to why I slipped up. Darn it - things were going so well with all those months. At least I identified my triggers and can now focus even harder with sobriety.
I'm thankful that I only have been drinking some cans during the middle of days - nothing any other time of day. Also thankful I kept it down to only a few so no blackouts, no dangerous times for me!
Thanks to those PMs and I'm even more thankful for all you wonderful folks at the community. Here is to another Day #1 that might actually mean something! I'm scrappy enough get back up again - it's amazing and somewhat scary that just one drink can set off those cravings again. The mind doesn't seem to forget.