well, I woke up this morning and feel like the urges have passed. I think that it is mostly a night time thing for me. Like that is when I tend to think about drinking.
And everyone is 100% correct about the one beer turning into 18-24 for me. I know that most likely it would happen that way. Having just one or two drinks is most likely not going to happen. I totally get that. And that is what is preventing me from doing it. The thought of drinking that much and getting up in the morning just totally disuades me from it. Thanks everyone! On to day 19!