4 months in I'm very aware that I wouldn't be be happy with a normal amount of alcohol. I can (and often do) imagine drinking one and how that feels. How it makes me want another and another. And then how the next day I obsess until I can drink again (both kids asleep at the same time? Score! Bonus glass!).
So I don't crave 10 glasses every day. I don't crave much at all anymore. But I have no doubt that one would make me want 10. And even if I could stop at 2 (which I sometimes could) I wouldn't be happy with it.
As of today and every day since August 23rd, I am happier not drinking than drinking. I don't see that changing, ever.