Originally Posted by
Dee74 
All I can tell you is...I don't know.
I don't think I'll ever drink again...I can't think of any situations that would lead me to want to die, cos that's what I'd be agreeing to ...
but I don't know every minute of my future - and I'm glad...cos that keeps me from underestimating this addiction, or getting too arrogant in my recovery.
The way I see it - all any of us has is today. The past is gone and the futures not here yet - they're both beyond my reach.
All I have is today - and staying sober today? That sounds achievable
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I don't know Dee. It just seems like it's just a matter of time before it happens again. I understand that it's hard for most of you that have years of sober time to say whether or not you will ever drink again and it would be stupid I guess for you to come out and say YES, I know I will drink again one day. Like it would be setting yourself up for failure. I apologize for asking the question now.
Man, it's just getting hard, but I'll get over it.