All I can tell you is...I don't know.
I don't think I'll ever drink again...I can't think of any situations that would lead me to want to die, cos that's what I'd be agreeing to ...
but I don't know every minute of my future - and I'm glad...cos that keeps me from underestimating this addiction, or getting too arrogant in my recovery.
The way I see it - all any of us has is today. The past is gone and the futures not here yet - they're both beyond my reach.
All I have is today - and staying sober today? That sounds achievable
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