I plugged myself in here...and I promised myself I'd talk it out here before I went and drank...
I also changed my routine up so that, as far as possible, I wasn't doing the same old same old - change your way home, shop at a different store (preferable one without alcohol)...mix up your nightly routine at home...
Basically tho? I didn't want to drink anymore - for any reason - and I was prepared to deal with whatever because I knew ultimately it had to be better than what I'd been doing.
The first few days *are* hard - if they weren't we wouldn't need this place - but you can do it - there's 100s of folks here who are proof of that.
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