New and alone :-(
Hi. I'm not clean like some of you probably are. Very far from it. I'm addicted to adderall, coke, meth and whatever Rx meds I can get my hands on. I smoke weed regularly and binge drink often. Hell, when I grew shroom for profit, I ate most of what I grew ... I wasn't sober for four months when my crops came in.
I'm kinda messed up. I've lost all the friends that have offered to help. Now the government wants to take my kids. I can't just ... stop. I tell everyone I can but I don't. Please help me.