artsoul: I do have an AODA therapist lined up and have the names of some others to contact for the depression. I just need to work on getting my life back together now tomorrow on all the things I messed up this week and just thinking about it makes me want to curl into a ball and hide but I know that isn't an option anymore so...ugh. It just feels good to be able to talk about it with someone other than my family who doesn't understand and I can't explain.
Thanks ALL!