Thank you all for your votes of confidence. Just for background, I've been battling depression for years and a few years ago, I added drinking everyday to that. In the past 7 months, I have lost 2 jobs due to drinking and I'm only 27, I was suppose to start a new job last Monday and overdosed on sleeping pills and alcohol. I was put on a welfare hold and now I am out and fear that I will go into the same routine. It's a big mess that I've gotten myself into. Going to the groups that past couple of days helped a lot to see that I wasn't the only one that had hit rock bottom but I know it's going to be a tough 1 way battle back up to the girl I once was.