THanks so much coyote.
I think something important is happening. I feel...volcanic. I mean I feel all topsy turvy and on the precipice of change (there's that diving board again!)
Holy smokes do I need support!
I am so terrified to divorce my husband.
I feel so bereft.
I feel so wrecked!
I feel so devastated.
THis just goes to show how much (feeling) I deny.
I don't know how to be a container big enough to hold all this pain!
God, I'm having a hard day!