You are so right.
I guess that is why I haven't posted in a while.
A part of me knows I am on the merry go round and keep talking about it without taking the actions that are in alignment with caring for myself.
I am afraid to and sad to.
He's exhausted from all my talking, too.
I feel a little like a kid standing on the diving board.
I know its time to jump.
I know there is a line of kids behind me.
I know I climbed up here to do this.
It just looks so far and I am so afraid.
I used to spend a looooong time up there feeling scared.
I'm still not sure, as an adult, what the trigger is to allow myself to jump. This comes up a lot in my life, actually.
I AM happier in the mts! I am still in them.
THere is a foot of snow outside and my dog and i are just about to ski out the front door!
Wish I could sit around and talk to you'all all day, but...I'll catch up tonight!
peace