i am sorry every one. i feel so embarrassed for even posting again. it was stupid. i was drunk and upset. and drank way more than i thought i did. tha'ts why i should never have vodka. i feel horrible right now. i ended up passing out, i don't remember. it was horrible. i shouldn't have posted. i'm sorry. i hate it, the stupid alcohol. i don't want to do this anymore. starting tomorrow i'm gonna try not to drink. i can't keep doing this. thanks every one and sorry.