when you read through all your posts tomorrow, you'll see that your cutting back drinking to one night a week just isn't a good option.
I hope your babies are being cared for by your husband....getting purposely drunk enought to be passing out while being responsible for a newborn?
think about it...there are many women who would never have an alcoholic beverage again if they had your opportunities....2 beautiful healthy children conceived normally....others try so hard to achieve a family...you are throwing yours away with booze...they deserve a chance and so do you...stop being so SELFISH.
please listen to Dee and Anna.