You've been given lots of help and lots of advice Pink.
Please - see your Dr, or a counsellor, or look into rehab, or look into a recovery group like AA...
I saw someone gave you an AA link in your last thread, & someone gave you rehab options in your area in an earlier thread in the sub abuse forum.
We can give you support and advice until the cows come home - but it all means nothing if you do nothing but the same things you've been doing.
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Last edited by Dee74; 12-30-2010 at 10:36 PM.