Originally Posted by
Tryin2Recover 
Now something is urging me to figure it out, and the more I try the less I believe in the Higher Power.
People places and things are beyond my control. Also the natural chemicals in my brain that determine my moods and feelings are beyond my control. For me I attribute it all to the natural laws of nature and the mathematical probability of events.
But I don’t necessarily need to worry about how the universe operates. The phases of the moon, indian summers, beautiful sunsets, and large oak trees, all existed on our planet long before human consciousness existed. The human race evolved into a system that was already there.
“So what is the point?” I forgot the point, but a power greater than myself is simply that change is inevitable.