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Today I picked up my 30 day chip and very happy about this.
On another note, I feel like whenever I start a thread it's never happy. That said, my girlfriend just wrote me that her ex boyfriend died yesterday from OD/and Alcohol. I just wrote about this guy last week in my thread, except the post was about I was offended by a comment he made about me.
This is one of the problems I struggle with and a huge reason why I drank. I live inside of head - which is constantly spewing out crap (lies) and then I used the alcohol to quiet the static.
I feel like an ass. Lesson learned. Time to get outside of my head and stop be so GD self involved and neurotic individual. You never know when your time is up - and I can tell you I never cared about that fact - but I want to care about that fact. And I will.