Thank you everyone for the warm welcome and helpful words. I do know in my heart what I need to do but doing it won't be easy. The next hurdle I'll need to jump or should I say battle is I'll need to fight will be everyone that wants to make me the bad guy. I will be told that I have deserted him and he needs what ever help I can give him. I feel like I am carrying a huge weight and I really need it to lighten up.