And use the hot tub and the computer . Now he comes when I am not home but still - why should that be ok. He is not living here- not working - not helping with bills-living with his parents on the River in a gorgous house with a hot tub overlooked the water - they don't have internet though so he must need his porn fix. I am trying to be in the holiday spirit but it is starting to **** me off. If I say something he will no doubt yell - maybe I will see if it slacks off in the next few days. God - This sucks but the peace I have in my house without him here is much needed and for that I am thankful! I swear I thought I looked really young for my age but this AH crap has me looking haggard and old and tired. Hopefully my spirit being recharged will help that. How will anyone ever want to be with a saggy old chubby middle aged woman? Wow- AH's words have really stuck with me- I need to reprogram! Getting my nails done and enjoying this holiday~ ENOUGH REDHEADUSIE~
