December 26th till be 30 days of sobriety for me as well. I truly can't believe it. I found out yesterday that the emotions I've been going through are actually the same as grieving a loss, as in the loss of alcohol from my life as it was my close friend for so long. A close friend that came back to bite me in the a$$ and literally ripped every inch of hope out of my life. I've cried, gotten pissed, and also been happy all in the same few hours of time. This stuff is no walk in the park, but it sure beats being dead. Just my thoughts and yea, I'm here with ya and we WILL make 30 days and even more, I just know it. Happy Holidays everybody, talk soon.........