Thank you so much for all of the support and encouragement. Today is day 2 and I feel so much better than I did yesterday. I know this is going to be a huge struggle but I feel that my heart is in the right place. I am going to keep comng back here because it helps to know that I am not alone and instead of sitting down to have a drink or 10, I will come on this site and hopefully make the changes that I need to.