I relate to your post. Used to be beer..but way too filling..why not beer enhanced with shots. Then wine because it didn't seem as potent as whiskey (in my case)..then all of the sudden bring it on...I was drinking all of it!! I too hold down a good job..but right after work it was time to drink.
"I feel so hopeless and in despair. I know I must quit."This is the part of your post that grabbed me...this my dear..could be your moment of clarity. If you can somehow get it in your head that drinking is no longer an option..and change up your routine like Sasha said..you could be on your way. I don't do AA..but Carol and others have me convinced that it will enhance your sobriety! If you have a hard time on your own..give it a shot. I find this site to be my lifesaver..Read and post often. Welcome Babyface!!!
Last edited by MsCooterBrown; 12-21-2010 at 05:50 PM.
Reason: fighting with the colors again!