quick post
so, despite everyones' best intentions and efforts, i am still a bit of a mess. completely stuck in the middle between believing everyone about what this is and beleiving that there is a difference.
for now i am just trying to maintain some balance in my life. we had an early christmas yesterday with the family and it was very good. we go to the hospital at 5am for my dad, so just a bit over 12 hrs to go. i'll be with family tonight and tomorrow, so i don't know when i'll be checking in again.
i know i am frustrating to some people because i remain stuck in this place, if i dont appear for a while its that i have things i am dealing with, but i want EVERYONE to know i have really appreciated all your input. i wish i made it easier for you all and myself. but it is what it is and i need to do it all in my own way, i have to live my story as is must play out. but i might be back tomorrow, i just wanted to say happy holidays in case i am not around.
so-
Happy Holidays
Last edited by cece1960; 12-20-2010 at 12:11 PM.