Hi Louder
Some good advice here - I agree with those who've said it really doesn't matter right now whether you feel you're an alcoholic or not - the kind of things you've written about that have happened to you really aren't good, are they?
I agree with you - it is as simple as just don't drink anymore - it's definitely not easy though.
You'll find a lot of support and ideas here to help though - welcome to SR
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