Hi Liz
Could be at 90 days you might get something out of reseaching PAWs. The link I always direct folks to is here
PAWS « Digital Dharma
But, I wonder too if you've done anything besides not drinking - it's a great achievement - don't get me wrong - but I needed to do more than that.
I had a lot of underlying problems and issues I tried to deal with by drinking - not drinking made them resurface - I needed to deal with what I call my 'void' too.
For me it was using this community as a support, finding a purpose and self worth in my life again, and reconnecting with a spirituality that makes sense to me...for other people it's counselling or a recovery group like AA, or one of the many other non 12 step groups.
Here's some group links
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...formation.html
I hope you get out of the doldrums soon
D