I agree with the others to call your local Women's Shelter, even if just for a talk. The people who work there are very skilled at this sort of problem....they can be insightful with regard to your children as well. These posts have reminded me to support my local shelter, they provide an invaluable service and funding is being discontinued.
Furthermore, it is understandable to not know what to do.....stay strong, you came here because you knew in your heart something was not right. Addiction can make someone manipulative, he does not want to lose you, but you also must make a choice now. Your kids are counting on you.......all the best......and God Bless
