Originally Posted by flutter

No way, I don't feel that way.

With sobriety, and more importantly, recovery.. has come a whole new life for me.

I find pleasure in things I never did. I can sit with myself contently. I enjoy my friends and family in a very pure, and honest way now.

I haven't seen so many sunrises in my life, until now.. things really can be beautiful in recovery. I think it's about finding a 'new happy', which takes time, work.. patience.