I've been going to counseling for a while. I think he is a good one. I think with him in time I will be better.
I thought I was over my childhood for about 10 years...almost 10 years I think?
The last year and a half has haunted me. I don't know if I suppressed it all before? Or I just didn't realize how it affected me? Not sure.
I know I did have the realization that I date men that treat me a lot like my parents did. And that was pretty scary.
Breaking up with my current one has brought back a lot of bad memories from childhood that I thought I had forgotten and moved on from. I think it made me reconnect with the pain that I felt back then.