Is HE sober?
I have felt the way you are talking about too, (once in a lifetime, never felt that way before, the whole thing! ) and not to be a pessimist (cuz I'm not), but a realist, I was so in love (I thought), I could not see or understand what was really going on!
It was not as I saw it at that time, at all.
TREAD CAREFULLY CHRISTINE.................REAL CAREFULLY!
What does your female sponsor say about this?
Tom